Testimonial From Ex-Fiancée Of Abhyasi!! Big Changes Coming At SRCM(California-1997)?

This Testimonial was received in an e-mail by "Rose". The names have been changed or blanked out, and the locations have been "blanked out" for obvious reasons at the request of the sender ...

The author (4d-don) has not changed any of the text except adding spaces (paragraphs), changing or blanking out names as requested by the sender, and correcting some obvious typos (not spelling) ... all for readability, not to alter the content!!

Insertions for clarification by 4d-don are in "red italics")



Hi Don

I have been thinking about it and i would like to tell you my story but if you could keep the following names confidential: Mine, (blank-fiance) and (blank-friend) . Im not very good at telling stories so it might be a bit "bitty" so apologies for that.

Here we go......

In January 2009 my now ex fiancee (blanked) came to work as a locum in the hospital where i work permanantly. He was 26 and very good looking and a really charming man. A lot of women were interested in started a relationship with him including me but he kept saying no because he said his lifestyle was different and he gets up at 4.30 to meditate, does not drink and so most women would find it difficult to integrate into his life.

Anyway after he left work in march, me and him kept in contact as friends as we had got quite close while he had worked there and had lunches together every day. I was still interested in starting a relationship with him. By now we has become quite close friends and i knew a lot about Sahaj Marg from talking to him and reading the literature and to be honest i found it all very interesting but that was before i knew the real truth!

I still kept on asking him if he would like to start a relationship with him (me?) and i explained to him that i would do anything to fit into his lifestyle. He asked for a few days to think about it and a couple of days later he met up with me and said he would like to have a relationship with me so we started to see each other.

It was only after a couple of months that he revealed the truth to me about why he decided to have a relationship with me-

Two years previously he had asked Master to arrange a marriage for him and when he met me and saw how persistant i was and how i had said i would do anything to fit into his lifestyle he decided to email master and ask if i was the women he has arranged his marriage to (bear in mind i have never met master or anyone else in sahaj marg!) and Ajay Bhatter had replied and said "why the hesitation if you like this girl" which (blanked-fiance) took to mean yes and that was the only reason he decided to be with me. I took all this in my stride and agreed that it was amazing even though i did not really believe it. I did find it amazing that my family accepted (blanked-fiance) because i never thought my mum would accept me marrying a white man!

At this time (blanked-fiance) lived with another Abhiyasi (blanked-friend) and whenever me and (blanked-fiance) used to go away for the weekend he used to ring (blanked-friend) and arrange to do cleaning at the same time - i found this very strange as according to the literature cleaning was something you did yourself. When i questioned (blanked-fiance) and said why do you have to ring him to do cleaning at the same time he told me the story of the medium:

(Blanked-fiance) and (blanked-friend) used to be totally devoted Abhyasis and they used to travel from the (blanked) to (blanked) twice a week (about 1.5 hour journy each way) to attend satsangh etc. Anyway (blanked-friend) went to the Chennai ashram about 2 years ago and (blanked-fiance) received a phone call from him and he said to him "dont go to satsangh anymore i will explain everything when i get back". (blanked-fiance) said he thought this was really strange but he did it anyway and when (blanked-friend) came back he explained that he had met a french lady medium called Catherine Lauret who said that Ajay was not going to be the next representative and who had explained to him about the future of Sahaj Marg and how it was going to totally change .....

(Blanked-fiance) and his friend believed Catherine and she came and spent a week at their house training them in the so called "new way". She said that because preceptors have been abusing their powers and letting their ego get the better of them and not taking (their) duties properly in the "new way" cleaning would be done by Babuju direct from the brighter world via the heart of the new representative (her)

She also said that most people would not accept her on an inner level and when she was announced as the new one 90% of sahaj marg would leave but when they felt what life was like without a master they would all come back. So the new routine for (blanked-fiance) and (blanked-friend) was: Get up at 4.30 and meditate for one hour. After 15 minutes break they would have Satsangh for about 45 minutes (Catherine said that (blanked-friend) was a preceptor and he gave satsangh) then in the evening they would do cleaning together-ie Babuji would come and do the cleaning via catherines heart and (blanked-friend) would give the transmissions. But the important thing to remember is that the preceptors no longer had any power-they were simply like a "tap" and if it was felt that they were not doing their duties properly the tap could just be switched off by Babuji .........

I asked both (blanked-fiance) and (blanked-friend) if they had confirmation of this "new way" from master and they said no but they did not need it because they could feel the transmissions from Catherine. I said that even if she could transmit, it did not mean she was the next one. I found it all very strange. Anyway (blanked-fiance) told me that him and (blanked-friend) had not heard anything from Catherine for over a year but they still carried on faithfully doing the new way.

Me and (blanked-fiance) carried on in our relationship eventually renting a house together and spending a lot of time and money doing it up and buing new things and we moved in and then in December (blanked-fiance) suggested that we go to India on a trip to see master. We booked the tickets and the travel centre at the ashram asked us to email them near the time so that they could confirm whether master would be there or not. Nearer the time i asked (blanked-fiance) to email but he said there was no need to. I later found out that he was back in touch with Catherine and this was probably the reason he did not want to email, because he knew master was travelling and he knew that he would get to spend all week with catherine.

Anyway we got to India and as soon as we landed he was on the phone to catherine arranging to meet her-i did not even hasve the chance to get changed. We met catherine in the canteen of the ashram along with a man called Shiva. We had a drink and then we arranged to meet later in the evening at Catherine and Shivas flat which was near the ashram.

I found Catherine and Shivas story strange too. He is a 30-something year old single man who lives with catherine and runs around after her getting her food and basically being her slave!

Anyway that evening was wierd. We sat and had satsangh from her and i did not feel anything and the next morning after meditation (blanked-fiance) wanted to go straight to hers and have satsangh from her again. Then he wanted to spend all day with her.

This is a list of some of the things she told us:

Master had told her she was not allowed to go to Elliots beach in chennai because there was going to be a tsunami

In 2010 there will be a nuclear war between China and Europe and the whole of the UK will be destroyed so (blanked-fiance) and (blanked-friend) should move to India straight away (to this (blanked-fiance) said if it was just him he would move straight away but obviously he would have to discuss it with me and i said i probably would not move to India-i think this is the reason she told (blanked-fiance) to end things with me-more of that later)

She said all of Masters powers are being taken away from him and being given to her and the transmissions that he gives have no power.

She said people linked with her should not do the 9 pm prayer as it goes against the divine plan (ie wars and catastrophes have to happen to get rid of bad souls and so we should not pray for them not to happen)

She said that there are a lot of "angry souls" around Master at the moment and that they were all trying to attack her from the inside and this is the reason she did not have any contact with (blanked-fiance) and (blanked-friend) for 18 months-because they were trying to get at her through their emails!

I will have to tell you the rest of the story tomorrow as my mum needs to use the computer now but there is a lot more for me to say including what else catherine has said, how she broke up my relationship with (blanked-fiance) and what master said to me when i emailed and asked about whether catherine was indeed the next representative and not Ajay.

Rose


More to come .... Watch for:

Rose's Testimonial Part 2! Sahaj Marg At It's Best!
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